I have been aching to write something these days. And our lives are changing so rapidly that I wanted to get something down so I could remember how I felt before we moved, and how I feel now, so when life really erupts with Logan starting medical school I will have something to look back at. I don’t really know why. I guess dwelling on the past is t good, but I thought maybe I could give my future self some encouragement. Because I’m truly terrified.
As of right now, medical school is daunting but an exciting step. This has honestly been the best summer ever. We visited all of our family, swam a LOT, visited the beach, and generally just spent so much time together as a family. Logan and I have grown closer. I feel like I’ve been a better mom. Life has just been sweet. I know our family needed all this time to strengthen and build the best relationship we could to prepare for what’s ahead. I just plead with God that it will be enough to get us through, and that throughout school and the rest of our lives we will always try to do our best to remain close to the Spirit and to Heavenly Father so we can be continually guided and strengthened. The Lord has been so good to us, especially in providing us with the confidence to keep moving toward this incredible goal that we’ve had for our family for so many years. I love my Savior, and my Heavenly Parents. I love my earthly family dearly. O am forever grateful for them all.